melissabaybee

melissabaybee @ 2005-03-07T22:09:00

2005-03-08T03:11:24Z

so wednesday will be 2 months with anthony ♥
so me and him are going out wednesday and just hanging out triple dating with the girls on friday. i'm so outta lj lately not in the mood to update

I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND ♥

anthony: meliss i gotta tell you something
me: yes go ahead baby
anthony: i love you baby girl
me: I LOVE YOU TOO

this just made my day. it was the first time we said our i love yous

melissabaybee @ 2005-02-09T19:34:00

2005-02-10T00:38:29Z

today was the absolute best ♥ my baby came after school to pick me up and we went driving around. we just sat in his sexy honda and just talked about what we mean to one another and he asked me what i want to do on valentines and i didn`t know so he said that we have a date we`re going to the cheesecake factory for dinner and then movies and then just hang around in the city center or galleria where ever i perfer. i love him so much <3 i haven`t been in school in like a month and i know i should but i don`t feel like myself when i`m there but when i`m with ant i feel loved i feel good i feel like myself. if my school calls one more time i`m dead cause my mom is home tomorrow i should go tomorrow. hmm who knows. i`m so excited about vday though <3

melissa ♥ anthony since 02/09/05 till f0rever ♥

melissabaybee @ 2005-02-05T20:13:00

2005-02-06T01:15:40Z

hey guys.
im so happy right now. this guy i have had my eye on for a while now just asked me out like 10 minutes ago. anthony ♥

melissa ♥ anthony 02.05.05

i love my girlies as well who made my day awesome janine & michy! ily!

melissabaybee @ 2005-01-05T16:06:00

2005-01-05T21:08:45Z

today is my girl janine's seventeenth birthday! woop woop sexy seventeen <3 haha yeah today just sucked though in school. but we're gonna have a blast tonight. i wud write wut we're doing but neene is gonna look at it and its a suprise for her. ahh. i found alotta people on livejournal that i know or heard of. its crazy. i found out that this girl my friend is friends with likes janine's friend dimitra's brother david williams. its crazy haha . shes denying it though but w/e anyways so im goin' out as soon as michy gets her ass here.

melissabaybee @ 2004-12-26T20:55:00

2004-12-27T01:57:24Z

im being threated by janine. haha yes she told me i will die if i dont update lol. my xmas was great i was over my cousins which was good. i got lots of gifts. lots of jewelry & shit. i got a new nextel. the new one with the camera & everything. :) andd my dad said he's gonna pay for half of my car when i get money for it :) i thought he wasnt talkin to me but im glad about that im still mad at him for hurtin my mom & me alot tho. but ill learn to forgive when i get my car lol

melissabaybee @ 2004-12-20T16:59:00

2004-12-20T22:08:13Z

this week im feeling a liddle better! :) lets see it snowed today so we got an hour delay! but i decided i didnt feel like going to school. i told my mom i was going cause i missed all of last week well except for monday & tuesday. so wen she left for work at 7. i just slept. hehe and at 3 i called her and told her i got home and deleted the message that woodlands left on my machine saying i didnt come to school. yeah yeah. so i wanted to feel better so i thought what can i do to take my mind off him. and so i called my bestest michy. and she said that she'd drive down. so she did and we chilled the whole day and i told my mom she suprised me when i came home from school. yeah so we went to starbucks and just drank some mochafrappucinos and talked. and gosh shes the best after talking to her i felt 10 times better. then we went to the galleria and did christmas shopping. damn there was alotta people in thurr. yeah i finished all my christmas shopping. yay! um then we went to ursuline to pick janine up cause i told her we would chill. so me janine & michy went to the city center and went and talked with the hott secksii boys up in there. gosh that made me feel lots better. ahh fuck ryan. i dont need him . haha great times. i miss ryan. wait fuck theres a guy. um lissa ryans a guy too . yeah yeah but not as hott as this fucker! lol i love my girls <3
school tomorrow and ill go since im feeling better.

melissabaybee @ 2004-12-16T15:21:00

2004-12-16T20:31:04Z

ugh guys suck. i hate them . he cheated on me. okay let me explain what happened.
on monday i was with him all day yes i skipped school & went to his house and we just chilled and had an overall GREAT day. and he told me he loved me. it was the first time in a long time i heard it from him and it just made my day. and then at like 8 he told me i should leave and i asked him why and he explained how he had to do a science project with this girl from his school and i didnt suspect anything. her names karen =/ the next day he calls me up crying and tells me hes sorry but we need to break up and im like why? and hes like i cheated on you when you left me & karen hooked up & had sex. as soon as he said that i was in tears i couldnt stop crying even when he told me to stop i couldnt i didnt understand how he could do this to me. i knew him my whole life and just shoves it down the drain. the worst part is when he said "yeah and she lives alot closer than you do so its easier" i hung up on him. he called my house at least 7 times and my cell like 20. i never answered i didnt wanna talk to him. i hate him for doing this to me. my hearts broken ive loved him forever. since like i was 10 i had feelings for him and now that im seventeen he breaks my heart. i dont know how i can move on like everyone says i should. my bestest, dee was tryinng 2 make me feel better and saying everythings gonna be alright and i know she means weell but everything isnt alright. ugh maybe shes right maybe i do need a day out with the girls. guys suck :(
my mom was sposed to register me for maria regina but she said she dont have money right now so i have to stay at woodlands well until she gets money. i hope its soon. my dad still hasnt paid the child support. ugh he pisses me off. my week has been horrible havent been to school since tuesday and i dont plan on goin tomorow. advice to you all guys suck.

melissabaybee @ 2004-11-26T22:08:00

2004-11-27T03:15:32Z

hey!
sorry ive been busy! but how was your thanksgiving? mine was good i went to my aunts and just hung out with my cousin matt who suprised i fuckin love matt! he took me for a drive and took me to buffalo! and we picked up ryan and brought him down here! and so it was just me ryan & matt hanging out & getting drunk it was fuckin awesome i loved every moment i spent in ryan's arms. and we talked and he told me he still loved me & i told him i still love him too and i asked whyd we break up in teh first place and he said he cant go one more without being able to call me his own so he asked me out again and i said yes. i love him <33 so hopefully we'll be able to hold a long distance relationship i dont want it to screw over. yeah so that was awesome the rest of the night my cousin brought his girlfiend laura over and so they were snuggling & shit and so were we. i fell asleep in ryan's arm and woke up to see his smile and ah it made my day! my mom & my aunt called both me & matt's cells and we never answered cause we were sleepin so i got up and called them to say we're alright and that we're just in matt's apartment in the city. so we spent most of today walking around the city with laura & ryan. then we drove laura home and matt dropped me & ryan off at my house. and we hung out for a bit and i just took ryan to the train station so he can go home. i had such an awesome time.
we had a meetin with both schools and my mom likes both so idk where im goin but shes gonna decided by monday .

melissabaybee @ 2004-11-19T14:25:00

2004-11-19T19:28:32Z

i`m new here. my name is melissa but everyone calls me lissa. im seventeen years old & got my senior licensee woohOo. i go to woodlands high school and its okay i am supposed to be transferring high schools soon though most likely maria regina but for now woodlands. i have one older brother & hes an asshole. i got many good friends at woodlands. ive also just recented moved to the hartsdale area so im looking here for more hartsdale girls i can chill with ya know. so comment & add me girls